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Friday, June 23, 2006
what i really want/ 12:53 PM have been made to think of what i really want for the past few nights and i'm still thinking bout wat i really want what i really want for myself what i really want from you people is telling me to move on i don't know if i am moving on or not sometimes i think i am sometimes i think i am not moving on meaning that you've learn something then living the life that u wan? not moving on meaning that you did not learn anything and still wanna re-live the past? opening up talking about anything and everything just saying all that you feel like saying is that called opening up? i realised i want to have heart to heart talk with alot of people my mum my siblings my best friends my close friends whom i think i'll be lost without them is everything that is happening a process? a process for me to overcome? a process for me to forget? a process for me to regret? a process for me to find out something? a process for me to grow stronger? keeping myself busy an excuse for me not to think i DUN WANT TO THINK but i do know that i have to am i solving my problems? are there more problems arising? or am i really solving them? i never found it so difficult to forget all that i had until it was you i gave up trying i never once thought all this would happen and be left in a dilemma like never before. i'm lost i kept myself busy in hope of forgetting but that didnt help all it took was a second and all effort would be in vain and i would go back to where i was right from the beginning i do not regret playing a part in ur past if only things would have been different but at least at least, i wouldnt needa hide everything now |
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Starry, Paint your palette blue & grey, Look out on a summer's day, Shadows on the hills, Sketch trees & daffodils, Catch breeze & winter chills, In colors on snowy linen land. profile ELEANOR! |
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The designer is darkdegree and is designing
for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from deviantart
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