Wednesday, June 21, 2006
hyatt hotel/ 11:27 PM
had a wonderful dinner
i jus kept eating n eating
dint wanna tink
but i did think
dinner was at hyatt hotel
dinner buffet
ate ALOT
the food was not bad
very full
my mind is clogged up
filled with questions without answers
wanting to find answers to all the questions
i dun wanna be this way
i wanna be able to decide
decide wat i wan
wat i realli wan
wat i realli need
i'm old enough to think for myself already
even though there are still some things
which is difficult to make a decision
i have to make one where i wun regret
i dun wanna regret
i wanna live my life to the fullest
even if i get hit so hard tt i cant get up
i will find a way to get up no matter wat
i believe tt i've grown enough to do tt
i wanna do wat i wanna do
i wanna say wat i wanna say
ask wat i wanna ask
all with out hesitations
dun wanna hold back anithing
think for myself n others
care for myself n others
make time for wat i wanna do
make time for the ppl who cares for me
make time for the ppl whom i dun wanna lose contact with
make time for myself
i wanna be in full control of myself
i can do it
-impossible is nth-
haha
then suddenly i have
doubts
>.<
/ shining lights
Starry
,
starry
night.
Paint your palette blue & grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch trees & daffodils,
Catch breeze & winter chills,
In colors on snowy linen land.
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ELEANOR!
affiliates,
ABBY
Asriel
Christopher
Chua
Eileen
Fyon
Gina
Jun Yu
Joshua
Justin Pangster
Maria
Pei Yu
Sammie
Sherrie
Valerie Cuzzie
Wei Wen
Willis
Xinyi
thank you
The designer is
dark
degree
and is designing for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from
deviantart
archive of stars
/ shadow of my life
starry starry night
我还是我
Satisfaction
expect the unexpected
sent christie off
spent the whole day out
tennis camp is over
tennis camp
i tried sleeping but failed
letting go is not easy but i'm getting stronger
my fault all my fault