Sunday, June 11, 2006
letting go is not easy but i'm getting stronger/ 9:53 AM
talked to junyu n abby last night
talked bout anything and everything
i thought letting out everything was easy
thoughts
i dun wanna cling onto sth which wun last
sth with no ending
my first fairy tale ended
the process of letting go is not easy
maybe i know y
y we chose to move on
i'll overcome the the process
become who i wanna be
live the way i want things to be
maybe now i know u better
maybe i know the reason to y
this has happened
i guess its part n parcel of life
a part where almost everyone has to experience
maybe i can say that watever was told to me were lies
maybe i can also say that they were false n fake
maybe i wun
maybe i will
maybe u were sth which i thought u werent
maybe i wanna put all the blame on u so tt i'll feel better
maybe u were jus the asshole ppl thought u were
maybe all along this was a mistake in the very beginning
maybe i shouldnt have
maybe friends were better
maybe we wun be friends animore
maybe i dun wanna know anithing bout u animore
maybe i dun give a damn bout u animore
maybe i'm regretting wat i did
there are so many maybe
i'll confirm my maybe
hopefully all of them
from now on u'll be named
after this everything will be over
caused i've found my reason
to y u arent worth everything of mine
/ shining lights
Starry
,
starry
night.
Paint your palette blue & grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch trees & daffodils,
Catch breeze & winter chills,
In colors on snowy linen land.
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ELEANOR!
affiliates,
ABBY
Asriel
Christopher
Chua
Eileen
Fyon
Gina
Jun Yu
Joshua
Justin Pangster
Maria
Pei Yu
Sammie
Sherrie
Valerie Cuzzie
Wei Wen
Willis
Xinyi
thank you
The designer is
dark
degree
and is designing for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from
deviantart
archive of stars
/ shadow of my life
starry starry night
my fault all my fault
shopping day
term test over!
maybe i'm thinking too much
before i forget i better get it down
term test coming
>.<
it's over
i tink i have depression
i realise tt time realli flies