my hitting is getting from bad to worst. is either i'm not putting enough concentration or i'm just beinging to suck at it totally. sat morning friendlies went bad. was hitting badly. LITERALLY. extremely upset/disappointed in myself. this sucks.

i wanna get a new racket. i know my one is still kinda new kinda thing. but i wanna change to something else. actually wanted to try the k4 but i ended up getting the k6 team. because the k4 was super head heavy. then the k6 team was kinda even. so yup yup. haha.

went shopping today. super UNACCOMPISH. zzz. chinese new year is really coming and i haven gotten my chinese new year clothes yet. how nonsense can this get. oh wells. needa go in search of my clothes! please appear the next time i go shopping. =) thanks. haha.

i think it's the night that is causing me all the weird emotions flowing in my body. the lonliness at home. in the house of mine at night after bedtime and i am still not sleeping. where my family are already in their beauty sleep. the whole house just seem so vacant and empty.

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I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

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What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

• it's sat already. so fast
  
• zzz
  
• headach
  
• lessons learnt.
  
• sigh. school was alright today.i am so sick and ti...
  
• neckie pain
  
• OH. i forgot to say this. haha! i bought 5 books f...
  
• so many things so little time
  
• patience plus anger
  
• i am not happy.someone take this feeling away from...