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Wednesday, October 04, 2006
u're all that i can ever ask for/ 6:30 PM i've decided to loosen quite alot of my kite with the only hope that i'll get more in return i want my kite to soar high in the sky that's all i dont know what will happen but i'll try don't try and i'll never know what will happen i stayed at home today other than the trip to NTUC with my mum bought tipbits little bit only =) then i bought soap so there's no need for you to use strawberry this period of time somehow seems to be the rough period of time every minor thing will happen and it'll pass quite quickly i'll overcome it i can with the cooperation from you will be better the following is something i read: I could have been such a different person if I wasn't so afraid of being brave. Which is why I said I was boring. I didn’t really live my life the way I wanted it. I always chose stability and necessary evil over anything else. I had frens tell me they sian-half when I told them some of my near misses. Very hurtful, frens, and all too late to change the storyline. Because of these misses, I read and derive sensationalism and dissociation by reading instead. I wished I had taken those steps though, just to make my life go out of line, just to plunge it into uncertainty, just to experience the emotional turmoil that might follow. Why not? There’s only one life to live. People say to learn from other’s mistakes. Perhaps in work, that’s true. But Life? How do you truly learn other’s mistakes when you aren’t living theirs? Everyone has a different approach to problem-solving, everyone has a different set of solutions and choice with each same action. So why am I saying all these? From my ‘hunky-dory’ voice blog to an abrupt question that I might have chosen my Life choices somewhat regretfully? Because when you live Life through learning the mistakes of others, you are living life like a watered down teh-ping. Tasteless and dull. No life experiences to concentrate the tea and lots of one-side (meaning my own side) versions of the stories/mistakes melting like ice. I’m not advocating young gals out there to take all that life is giving, the good, the bad, the ugly. I’m just saying that life isn’t all black nor white, so listen to both sides and decide the shade of grey it should be. Make informed choices and provisions for any losses that may occur. And accept your frens for their own choices. Only leave them when they are too extreme and are influencing you the wrong way, like drugs, wrist-cutting, paid sex, destroying your relationship with your family etc etc. you know what I mean. Some things are just black, and that includes people. Remember the tale of the Emperor with No Clothes? It could have been the story of the Bad Boy who Spoke Disrespectfully of the Emperor, or the tale of the Town who Promoted Nudity or the Tale of the Emperor and his Big Pink.... Butt, even the tale of The Year All the Sheep Died. It is not a matter of how black or how white. It is a matter of how far back and how little of the story you want to hear. How much will you hear before you judge? it makes sense what ever that the writer has wrote about about people black white and grey but in everything you still make the last decision cause it's your life not theirs do what you want to do don't regret what you've not done if there's still the chance go ahead and do it there's no right or wrong to what you want to do unless it's like illegal or all the bad stuff yea i suppose you know what i mean heard this story from somewhere i can't remember and i dont know how many of you have heard it before there's this gal who did not play dolls since she was a little gal on her 21st birthday her mum asked her what she wants she said she wanted a doll on her birthday she received a present from her mum she opened it inside was a bottle of perfume no doll she went up to her mum and asked why her mum told her that there are some things which you've already missed and you cant get them back and then she understood the meaning of the bottle of perfume her mum gave her there are some things in life which once missed you cant get them back caused it a once in a life time thing cherish everything everyone you have appreciate them tell them u care for them tell them that they're not forgotten wanting to last every type of relationship commitment has to be made and if something happens and it slips out of hand be glad that they were once part of your life be glad for the memories that they left you be glad for what ever that they've taught you this is a very long post oh wells happens when you're stuck at home with nothing to do go around browsing then blog from now on i shall make an effort to show appreciation even to the auntie or uncle who cleans up the table for me at the hawker centre it's time for things to change you're all that i ask for -will i get to see you next thurday?- random stuff: missed the beach missed the bench missed the view missed the wind missed the company doing nothing i want to go to the beach! =/ |
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