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Saturday, August 05, 2006
IHATEMYSELF/ 11:04 PM

I HATE MYSELF
why cant i be more sensitive?
why cant i say the correct things?
why am i such an idiot?
i open the windows n i got nth to say
duno wat to say
duno who to go talk to
duno how things will turn out to be

ur message hit me hard
like the whole world would fall on me
like a bomb tt would explode
n i would be blown into million of pieces

i thought today would be a bad day
it started out kinda bad
it ended kinda bad
but the process in the middle
was fine

it isnt the matter of wat u're gonna do for the day
it matter more to me that
whom u're gonna spend the day with

tokyo drift is a nice movie
should go n catch it while it's still on

feeling screwed up
feeling messed up
cause i duno wat to do
cried over it
but it isnt crying over it isnt gonna help
everything matters

-it matters-

/ shining lights

Starry, starry night.
Paint your palette blue & grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch trees & daffodils,
Catch breeze & winter chills,
In colors on snowy linen land.

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The designer is darkdegree and is designing for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from deviantart
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starry starry night