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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
OMG OMG/ 11:46 PM

OMG OMG
why in the world did the blog have to go???
it was filled with memories
that i wanna be reminded of
sighs
it's been deleted
and there isnt gonna be a way to retrieve it
sighs
WHY WHY WHY

-received a call
the other end sounded very sad
sounded like it might be the end
the other end might be affected
very affect
but the other end doesnt want it that way
the other end wants to solve it
but the other end doesnt know how
the other end tells me bout it

-missed a phone call
dint know who was it from
assumed it was from home
so i dint bother
came home
read tt blog
called the person
the person was the one who called me
then the person couldnt talk
the person was on another line
oh wells
but i'll get back to it VERY SOON

the 2 ends of the phone calls are people
whomi dun wanna lose contact with
they are ppl who are always there for me
n they are close to each other as well
i dun wan this to be happening
and get smashed in the middle
sth has to be done
but i only can help - talking/advising/opinion
they've got to do the rest themselves

jus received another news
one of my seniors from tennis team in tp
is in coma in aust
he has got 4 tumors
i duno how why when it happened
but it's reali scary
omg

today started out bad
everything and all
but slowly it got better and all
made the right decision
dint regret at all

okay i'm sort of in the mood to blog
so i'll post more

why is it that it is so hard for people who were once so close
now become like total strangers?
it's jus one party to blame or both
or dun blame at all?
does avoiding realli help?
isnt it all inside urself?
if u dun let it go
if u dun put it away
is it ever gonna be gone??

why does ppl want a certain thing but they jus dun say it?
if they dun say it how in the world bout the others know??
if u realli wan it to happen u've got to do the first step
or else it might never come
if u realli want it that badly u'll die for it
then y arent u doing the first step?
then take things slowly as things progress
if u have made the first step at all


-watever u think
think otherwise-

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