Monday, June 05, 2006
maybe i'm thinking too much/ 10:42 PM
hmm
talked to justin mama jus now
watever he said kinda makes sense
thanks mama
for always listening to wat i say
n telling me stuff tt i duno
there's alot of things in life
which i still dun understand
n alot of things i needa know
and learn
the world isnt fair
there's still a sexist difference
nothing is fair
i tink ppl are keeping stuff from me
things which i needa know
i dun
when will ppl come to a point
where they tell the person everything
n anithing
my life is shit
i have 2 faces
some ppl have seen it before
some ppl are amazed at how i can do tt
but it isnt nice
it isnt wat i wan
u might be wondering why in the world am i blogging this
cause unless i tell u wat's going on
u'll never know
cause i'll not show
i've suffered
i've been called a stupid idiot more than one time
by the ppl who i called close frens
i know they care
but have they ever thought from my pov
no one realli knows me too
i dun know myself now
i haven realli open up to anione yet
trying to
before i kill myself
maybe one fine night while sleeping
i'll die
then no more
/ shining lights
Starry
,
starry
night.
Paint your palette blue & grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch trees & daffodils,
Catch breeze & winter chills,
In colors on snowy linen land.
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ELEANOR!
affiliates,
ABBY
Asriel
Christopher
Chua
Eileen
Fyon
Gina
Jun Yu
Joshua
Justin Pangster
Maria
Pei Yu
Sammie
Sherrie
Valerie Cuzzie
Wei Wen
Willis
Xinyi
thank you
The designer is
dark
degree
and is designing for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from
deviantart
archive of stars
/ shadow of my life
starry starry night
before i forget i better get it down
term test coming
>.<
it's over
i tink i have depression
i realise tt time realli flies
tj dance concert
不得不爱
something's wrong
school has started for 3 weeks already