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Monday, June 05, 2006
maybe i'm thinking too much/ 10:42 PM

hmm
talked to justin mama jus now
watever he said kinda makes sense
thanks mama
for always listening to wat i say
n telling me stuff tt i duno

there's alot of things in life
which i still dun understand
n alot of things i needa know
and learn
the world isnt fair
there's still a sexist difference
nothing is fair

i tink ppl are keeping stuff from me
things which i needa know
i dun
when will ppl come to a point
where they tell the person everything
n anithing

my life is shit
i have 2 faces
some ppl have seen it before
some ppl are amazed at how i can do tt
but it isnt nice
it isnt wat i wan
u might be wondering why in the world am i blogging this
cause unless i tell u wat's going on
u'll never know
cause i'll not show

i've suffered
i've been called a stupid idiot more than one time
by the ppl who i called close frens
i know they care
but have they ever thought from my pov
no one realli knows me too
i dun know myself now
i haven realli open up to anione yet
trying to
before i kill myself

maybe one fine night while sleeping
i'll die
then no more

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Sketch trees & daffodils,
Catch breeze & winter chills,
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