Tuesday, January 10, 2006
i realli duno wat to do/ 9:05 PM
things realli going very bad for me
i needa a change of luck
i realli alot alot good luck
i got this blow of news to me on monday
now i got my dad to get me a job
eileen has a job
then the child care has no one to help them out
this is called retribution
but even though this is how they treated me n eileen
i do feel a little bad
y?
i cant figure it out
avoiding cant slove the problem
i wan to return to the ways we were in the past
not now like tt
when u dun pick n hang my call
i'm realli upset
I woke up it was 7
I waited til 11
Just to figure out that no one would callI think
I've got alot of friends
But I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone
When you're spending every day on your own
And here it goes
I'm just a kid
And life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid
I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares cuz I'm alone and the world is having more fun than me
And maybe when the night is dead
I'll crawl into my bed staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time I had a good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go & they're gonna leave me here on my own
And here it goes
What the fuck is wrong with me
Don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored & I can't fall asleep
And every night is the worst night ever
/ shining lights
Starry
,
starry
night.
Paint your palette blue & grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch trees & daffodils,
Catch breeze & winter chills,
In colors on snowy linen land.
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Wei Wen
Willis
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thank you
The designer is
dark
degree
and is designing for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from
deviantart
archive of stars
/ shadow of my life
starry starry night
on the verge of losing my job
hahatime fliesit's already fridaymeans i have work...
my job
campus superstar
new yr's eve
back in singapore
last time blogging in perth
benson's birthday
changed template
perth 2nd day