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Tuesday, January 10, 2006
on the verge of losing my job/ 11:58 AM

fuck!
DAMN FREAKING FEDUP DISSAPOINTED
wat's the problem with those ppl?
dont they think before the hire ppl?
they dun have wat humans have izit?
which is called a brain

firstly tell me say need ppl then now
come tell me no need animore
then can onli keep one
me or eileen we decide ourself
who stays n who leaves

when i heard it i was very upset n disappointed
wat wrong with those ppl?
take us like puppets
like then use dun like then get lost
wth
i nearly cried
i was holding back
i duno wat was wrong

6days working
i am already attached to the kids
then now come tell me this type of crap
ask me how to accpet?
i realli duno to use wat words to describle my feelings

i am making a realli hard decision
if i stay eileen will be jobless
if i let eileen stay i will jobless
i got eileen into this job n i make her get out of this job
i feel realli bad
i'm realli sorry eileen
i realli never expect tis type of things to happen
it's not within my control

it's been a realli bad start for another year
2005 has been bad enough for me
then now 2006 another bad year
am i realli tt ill fated?
i need a change of luck

n when i was there u weren't
i duno how our friendship n sibling-ship
can continue
i realli wanna save the drowning friendship

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