Thursday, August 07, 2008
paranoid/ 11:25 PM
i am feeling
paranoid
. just feels that way. i cant find the source of it. okae. it sounds retarded. anything la. so i googled. but the pic darn
cute
right? haha
Paranoia
- Psychiatry. a mental disorder characterized by systematized delusions and the projection of personal conflicts, which are ascribed to the supposed hostility of others, sometimes progressing to disturbances of consciousness and aggressive acts believed to be performed in self-defense or as a mission.
never exactly knew the exact meaning of paranoid. now i know. haha. but i have to say that is not what i'm feeling. haha. maybe cause i am just bored. haha thus the
excessive thinking
.
littleflyingelephant talked to me again. and again about the same thing. my deadline is still kinda
far
away. i'll pick up signs along the way. i guess that's the way it should be.
the radio is currently playing
emo
songs. like since i started posting until now. zzz and it all falls under one category. is that a
sign
?
1. song -
your guardian angel
by the red jumpsuit apparatus
i will never let you fall
i'll stand with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
2. song -
what hurts the most
by rascal flatts
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do
3. song -
say it again
by marie digby
Say it again for me
Cuz I love the way it feels when you are
Tellin me that I'm
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It's like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you're in love
Say It Again
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lost
asusual-
ADDON :
i just added a comment link instead of a tag board. =)
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starry starry night
is it just me
7th month
Outback
I AM BORED
i survived.
WE ARE THE CHAMPIONS!
ONE good shot
tennis tennis and MORE tennis
tomorrow.
make up