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Saturday, January 12, 2008
save me./ 1:03 AM seriously. i think i am too stressed. i just thought of getting into some accident go into coma and stay in hospital and take some time off reality. some resting time. cause i keep screwing up my own freaking life. because of my stupidity, confusion and indecisiveness. how many people out that whom i call friends really know who i really am. =[ this stinks. or rather i stink. never thought i would get affected by it. cause it seems like it's the norm for things to turn out this way. guess i went against nature once and i'm getting it again. if i didnt cherish it that much. maybe things would have been different. beneath every face there is a mask. a mask of different emotions at different times. surface. how many people can actually tell if their friends are putting on the mask and not really revealing their true feelings or showing that they are being affect by something. and guess what. i'm typing and i'm getting confuse with what i am trying to talk about. like totally. zzz who many people actaully know beneath each happy smile there is a sad story or that there is something wrong with this person. how many people actually is able to hide all the sadness and emotion under a smile. gah. i swear there is something wrong with me now. at this current moment. i think. see. i dont even know. okae. i think i hate myself now. the me i am now. like literally too. zzz. alright people out there. ask me out k? talk to me alright? haha. think i'm losing myself real soon to myself. i'm like just staring at that thing over and over again. |
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