studying been pretty much still going on. still feels like i have a hell lot that's not done. that's not good. it doesnt even feel like i'm prepared to take the exams. dang dang. i still have some time to go.

thursday
morning lecture was fun. that lecturer is good. =) lecture ended very early though. 9-10 ended. slacked around for about an hour then had lunch. then studying. calculus test at 4. i think i did alrights. dont know if got careless here and there or not. but i did check like about 2 times. so just have to see when i get back my results when school starts again.

played tennis from 6-9 odd. played a match with the gals. hit with a couple of guys. all with different hitting styles. really enjoyed hitting. ALOT. it's weird how i only wanna hit when there's no training and not when there's training. hmmm.
had dinner/supper at bout 10 till 11 like that. that i only reached home at bout 1.

friday
com skills interview observing. haha. it was ok la. nothing much. BUT there was something funny. the 2nd tutor walked in the door. my friend pull me and whispered that he didnt zip his pants. then i was like what!? you serious. haha. then he asked me to see. so when the tutor sat down it was obvious. haha! then he kept asking me to tell him that he didnt zip back his pants. like how can i do that. i'll be so super embrassing him out la! he should just realise later and hopfuly think that no one saw. haha. or i dont know if anyone did tell him or not. haha.

then the most boring lecture of the whole week ended my friday. IT WAS POURING. zzz. never fails to pour when i wanna go home. missed the movie. enjoyed my company home though. haha.
saturday
i slept like a pig. i never fail to sleep like a pig during the weekends. maybe cause i know it's the weekend so i just sleep for all i want. and the best thing is that i off-ed my phone alarm without realising it and when i woke up then i realise that i did that. went to jon jon's house to study. haha. =P and i did my work ok.
dinner at 85. nice dinner. oh yes and i drove the mini swift. =)

i'm going to hit tomorow morning if i can wake up and be there by 11. =/ i wann ahit though. so just see if i am able to get up and out of bed in time or not. then studying after that. =/

i've been reminded of the past. the recent past. something which might just happen in the future. maybe. like how history will repeat itself by chance or you made it repeat itself. i am hoping not to regret what i did in the future. i dont think i am regreting now though. it all happened too fast. i'm sorry for all the wrong that i have done. i am still thinking. what if it's my turn this time. what if it's me whose in that pair of shoes. then i guess it's too bad for me. peesh.

i needa take a step forward. it's time to do something about my life. at least that is what i think.
and the weirdest thing happened. i am feeling jealous at the most stupid thing ever. how possibly can i? esp when it has got nothing to do with me. haha. =P dont bother. just some of my rubbish ranting. ok. i dont think i am actaully. just some nonsense. hahaha.

my future is a blank in my head now. i dont know what i wanna do in the future. i think i need to go spend some time thinking of what i wanna do in the future and all. in all aspects of life.

i wanna next friday to past. cant wait for friday night. gah. peesh. dang dang. darn.

- after much thinking and talking to 2 people. i have deleted some context of my post. i'll just let things flow. we'll see how it goes then-
tell me what to do about you. peesh.

• wed 1 week to go.
  
• Hitman.
  
• more songs.
  
• pictures.
  
• wee~~~~~~~~
  
• it's been said
  
• if its ok with you.
  
• the past. the future.
  
• night.
  
• timmy's house