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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Day 5/ 8:05 AM I am single. for those of you who didnt know. yea know you know. the past few days has been bad. real bad. not sleeping well. not eating well. lost 2kg in 2 days. that is very fast isnt it? i think so. 1 day 1 kg. never have i thought that losing weight was so easy. But for that i do know that my body is dying. and i'm having low blood pressure. everytime after i ly down, i get up. i get blackouts. like for a few seconds. and my vision shakes. how cool. yea yea i'm crazy. plus waking up everyday at 6 plus in the morning. and cannot get back to sleep. no matter what time i start forcing myself to sleep. i'll get up not long after. the thing is i tried to make myself real tired the night before. but i still wake up that early. i'm fucked. but it's all so hard. and i thank my sister and brother in law. they were going to thailand this weekend. supposedly for their 2nd or 3rd honeymoon. but they asked me along. because they knew that i wasnt feeling good. the last minute booking of flight. and all. at least i know i dont have to break my brains on what to do for the weekend. at least that's for this weekend. there more to come. i'm fucked. school's starting the week after. and my aim for school is already in my head. and there's someone whom i can go look for if i need help. cause i really need to pull that grade. it's morning. i'm going to work. just hoping it's not too bad during work. off to zouk later. hope my friends know how to take care of me. cause i do not know what the fuck i'm going to do there later. BECAUSE I STILL FUCKING LOVE YOU. |
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Starry, Paint your palette blue & grey, Look out on a summer's day, Shadows on the hills, Sketch trees & daffodils, Catch breeze & winter chills, In colors on snowy linen land. profile ELEANOR! |
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for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from deviantart
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