Thursday, March 22, 2007
i'm sick/ 7:15 PM
i've never felt this weak
ever in my life
like everything is crushing down onto me
TODAY SUCKS
i feel worst than anything theat can happen
just within one day
so many things
tears that couldnt contain fell
am i asking for too much?
and yes i'm still jealous
even though i've heard your reply from my question
i'm still jealous
yesterday didnt go as well to
dont wanna talk about it
heard things that i didnt want to know
heard things that led it bleed
my life
cant it get any better?
does it always have to be like this
i'm collasping
save me
please
couldnt go for training.
couldnt go for class chalet
sucks.
the ben and jerry's supervisior
didnt get back to me
looks like i dont have to work already
no money
i thought i could see you today
i thought you would come down today
i thought there was no way you would reject me today
i thought just for today you could make an exception
i thought just for today for me you would.
but i was wrong
/ shining lights
Starry
,
starry
night.
Paint your palette blue & grey,
Look out on a summer's day,
Shadows on the hills,
Sketch trees & daffodils,
Catch breeze & winter chills,
In colors on snowy linen land.
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ELEANOR!
affiliates,
ABBY
Asriel
Christopher
Chua
Eileen
Fyon
Gina
Jun Yu
Joshua
Justin Pangster
Maria
Pei Yu
Sammie
Sherrie
Valerie Cuzzie
Wei Wen
Willis
Xinyi
thank you
The designer is
dark
degree
and is designing for a simple reason for his birthday. Brushes used are simple stars and city brushes found from
deviantart
archive of stars
/ shadow of my life
starry starry night
i'm so tired now!!
i'll always be there for you
screwed for nuts
my cousin cute right?? my flowers!! =)
updates
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not dead yet
headach headach and headach somemore
happy new yr 2007
am i asking for too much?